German Ballerina Fights for Her Family's Survival 
in World War II Berlin
 
                               
 
 
 
Shadows Over My Berlin:
One Woman's Story of World War II
BY HEIDI SCRIBA VANCE 
With Janet Barton Speer, Ph.D. 

ISBN: 0-913337-30-7; Hardcover; 200 pages;  
Library of Congress Catalog #: 96-41917;  
Retail $25.00 

Ordinary German lives during the holocaust, by someone 
who was an ordinary German with a front row seat 
“With her candor about German response to the Nazis (in Shadows Over My Berlin), Vance invites  
confrontation with the very current question posed by Daniel Goldhagen in his 1996 book, Hitler’s  
Willing Executioners: Ordinary Germans and the Holocaust. Did the Nazis benefit from the  
collaboration of ordinary German citizens in killing Jews? 
“Vance answers indirectly: “It was impossible for any of us to know the truth. My talking about  
(the “Jewish Problem”) could be dangerous to me and my family. And I could not change government  
policy by myself. Fear is a great immobilizer.” 
“That answer itself demonstrates that at best, Vance and her family  were  an  exception  to  the rule,  
and at the least, demonstrated what Goldhagen proposes, that anti-Semitism was so imbued in society  
that the removal of Jews from a community was not perceived as a threat to the entire community.  
Protest would be a threat. 
“She presents a vivid example of just such a removal, as Nazis come, beat and take away a Jewish  
couple and an old woman, then return to strip the apartment of all its belongings. 
“‘Look at this stuff,’ one laughed. ‘Good stuff! Rich! Expensive! We need this in our homes.’” When  
Vance leaned over the banister to get a better look, Papa was close behind her. “‘Watch it!’ he  
whispered. ‘If they see you, they may not like it.’” 
“The permission for the Nazis’ behavior, an acceptance that overwhelms resistance, is palpable in  
moments such as these and others in the book. Vance notes, “Who was ashamed? Who was not?  
I didn’t know. Germans kept their opinions, their thoughts, even their fears to themselves.” 
“Then she immediately observes that the blue-collar masses “…seemed to be in agreement with him (Hitler).”  
She presents a weak defense when she notes that they didn’t disapprove—“Not outwardly, anyway.”  
Never was the word “anyway” so revealing.” 
This is “…a poignant tale of a powerful human being, providing us pictures of little-known history,  
and a clear-cut presentation of a hotly debated  question  of  ethical  behavior:  
two good reasons to read this book. 
—Robert Moyer 
      Winston-Salem Journal 
      Book Review, May 7, 1997 
 
 
If the Nazis did benefit from the collaboration and complicity of ordinary Germans in killing Jews, Heidi  
Scriba Vance would know. She was in her late teens and early twenties during World War II. She resided  
in Berlin and was beginning a career as a ballerina as the war unfolded on her doorstep. Now  
80-years-old, she recounts her experiences, as well as those of her parents, doctor, aunts and many  
friends. In Shadows Over My Berlin, Scriba reveals the forgotten history of ordinary Germans  
prior to and during World War II.
 
 

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One Woman's Story of World War II 
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